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https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587270510008-C4SCBK61QERD46JFLWK8/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Romanesco Fractal Eye Cover Photo/Logo Date: 2017? Media: (Logo) Ink Pen, Acrylic Paint Pen, collage with double layered photo https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587270510008-C4SCBK61QERD46JFLWK8/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Romanesco Fractal Eye Cover Photo/Logo Date: 2017? Media: (Logo) Ink Pen, Acrylic Paint Pen, collage with double layered photo https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1622519966705-LY99KD7CBUVU1RKHXAPM/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Title: Lost in Love- Rooster Rock Edition Date: October 2nd 2020. Medium: Ink pen, markers https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587266255160-V346OBGQFKZOZ5H97DJ3/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Elemental Duality Looking over to my left feels odd not having your warm body snoozing beside me, with one leg upon me or an arm sprawled across my chest. Missing the flood of memories when I look up and see these coat hangers that once hung both of our clothes. A synchronized and bittersweet period of time to experience separation and loss. What a bizarre, yet awakening moment in existence to analyze such a rollercoaster of beauty and pain crash down, in slow motion. But it’s better now for both of us. Balance. Just like this piece, which I’ve finally given up on editing it and now it is complete. It’s been like, 3 years in the making, even though it’s a quite simple, yet deeply symbolic design. Title: Elemental Duality Media: Ink pen, acrylic paint pen Date: November 2019 Size: 17.5in x 19in #handdrawn #inkdrawing #inkdraw #inkpen #pen #paint #painting #acrylicpaint #detail #details #detailing #psychedelic #psychedelicart #art #artist #portlandartist #portlandart #handmade #pentopaper #visionary #visionaryart #blackandwhite #monochromatic #mandala #eyeart #lotus #tattoo #tattooart #artistsoninstagram #arts https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586477692571-3RKTEM9KVEI4XGHT0RB0/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Portland, OR Eyeing Flowers Date: July 16, 2019 Media: Ink Pen, Acrylic Paint Pen Size: 8.5in x 11in Something less symmetrical and based on designs from nature from our garden https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586477486893-QFIUBYXDCFSGC62EH7GV/Monarch+Mind+Kontrol+Watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Monarch Mind Kontrol Media: Ink pen and acrylic paint pen Size: 8in x 8in Date: April 7th, 2020 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586476570308-6YYBN034DJD7ZRGOPOK5/Being+Eyed+in+an+Exotic+Environment+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Being Eyed in an Exotic Environment Date: November 18, 2019 Media: Blue ink pen https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587269910041-03GNMY1Y2UY46YTHVG8G/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Romanesco Fractal Eye Cover Photo/ Logo Hand drawn black and white Sabrina MacVicar logo layered atop a collage I made of my eyes from 2015 layered with a photo of Romanesco broccoli <3 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1496282747547-6SB8HWF75YHWSTQUQJ59/cover+photo+edit+3.jpg Ink Drawings - Art By SM Cover Photo https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1513485251624-9VLD0BXWCLLYY69K2XXQ/totality+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Totality" Solar Eclipse 2017 Title: "Totality" Solar Eclipse 2017 Date: August 15th 2017 Original Size: 22in x 30in Media: Ink pen, acrylic paint pen This piece was made with inspiration from the Total Solar Eclipse that happened this year in Oregon on August 21st 2017. I entitle this Totality in reference to the complete oneness within the natural elements intertwined together. I included the solar eclipse phases, the duality between sun and moon, with fractals and a lotus flower, all together with water and fire opposing one other yet still need the other. This represents complete balance I advocate for within the external world around us, and more importantly the internal balance we all live to strive to achieve. Bassnectar's music (the main symbol in the middle) has sent me into another realm. For many years I have used his music to heal my soul and my body-physically and emotionally. The frequencies, sounds, bass, and energy he releases vicariously melts into me. That vision of his music became what you see in this piece. Thank you for helping me with your sound without even knowing, Lorin Ashton, during the darkest and hardest phase of my journey. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486357397842-VYHUUY8OFDZSMT2MHYOA/inversion+combined+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Skin Inversion Title: Skin Inversion Media: Fingerprint painting with stamp ink, ink pen, acrylic paint Original Size: 11in x 18in (each) Date: November 2016 These pieces were based on the concept of suffering by pulling on the eyes in self agony and stress. The details of fingerprints/microscopic look of pores on our skin are the circle fractal designs in the corners. This is an evaluation of bodily outer layers and the delicate intricacy of fingerprints to portray individuality. I used graphite pencil to sketch the contour lines of my intended designs and used ink stamp pad with my finger to create the eyes. I used ink pen around and on the eyes and fingerprint lines around the lids. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486372048293-V6KLUEHLJ8X0NUIUZ4NC/goddess+vision+watermark.jpg Ink Drawings - Goddess Power Title: Goddess Power Date: March 2015 Original Size: 10.5in x 14in Media: Ink pen This piece shows a story of a strong and dominant woman unlocking power through a hierarchical pyramid. I feel as if many individuals are unconsciously following their "road" to bliss, working our way up the pyramid in our corporate-run jobs. We seem so confined in this metaphorical pyramid and to escape we should use our third eye to see past that inhibiting path carved out for us. To avoid wasting our existence to solely be work-to-survive slaves.   https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486357325029-2BEUWKC2QQNZ7DM74TCQ/lovers+to+strangers+watermark.jpg Ink Drawings - Lovers to Strangers Title: Lovers to Strangers Date: May 28th 2015 Original Size: 32in x 30in Media: Hand drawn with ink pen & acrylic paint pen 4 years ago on this day, I gave my heart to the first and only individual I have ever experienced romantic love with. We spent two years every day of our high school lives with one another. In those times, we were in the beginning phase of self exploration. We began to understand ourselves, deeply analyze our minds, decide what our wants and needs were, all while trying to decipher the mystery of our world around us. But in the midst of all this, we had failed to grow with each other and the universe forced us to take our own separate paths. I have thought about this person everyday for two years. It pains me to say that I can only see your face in my dreams, and almost every night it has pleasantly haunted me. I do miss your memory. I wish I could say I knew about who you are now. I wish I could have been as strong, positive, vibrant and self aware as I am now, but I truly couldn't have known without being on my own. I don't know who you have grown into or what you have learned or what memories you have had in the time being... I just know that your nostalgia aches me, and I don't think your energy will ever escape my soul. I hope for you to thrive in your dreams, love and balance yourself, laugh and smile brightly, create your fantasy, experience the wonders of people and your creative mind, grow with yourself and live a beautifully connected and happily fulfilled life. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486373974392-6J3Y4AZVPZS6MX2NU45W/separated+fractal+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Separated Fractal" Title: Separated Fractal Date: December 2013 Original Size: 8.5in x 11in Media: Ink pen In this piece, I was inspired by what my parents once were. Their separation tore me apart, but more significantly, the external factors of the universe tore 30 years of marriage apart. With much time of acceptance and healing, I've realized it may be better this way. The family pain of my past is no longer raw, but only a scar of a memory now. Completed in ink pen, I created this piece over several hours of intricate detailing. This piece was the beginning of my vision of people, balance and synchronicity which are themes seen in my later works. The middle spiral represents the external factors & limitations of the universe which diminished their relationship. I tried to portray elements of feminine/masculine energy within these silhouettes of my parents.   https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587275782732-Y156NVKBNNUQDRQYGG2S/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - ButterflyEye Dream Date: 2018 ? Media: Ink Pen, Acrylic Paint Pen Size: 11in x 8.5in https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548055091861-R11OIGQP5KTV6XLAWIQ6/imm+coloring+book+page+32+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Erotic Identity Date: December 12th, 2018 Media: Ink Pen, Acrylic Paint Pen Size: 8.5in x 11in https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1538187901210-JPTRZ699GOY48B96GQD1/page+8+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - High in Eye Park Media: Ink pen Size: 8in x 8in Date: October 2nd, 2018 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1528502402549-XY8U7Y6PG3LVUSWVZNMN/yram+enaj+final+edit+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Tram Enaj Duality Title: Yram Enaj Duality Date: May 31, 2018 Original Size: 8.5in x 11in Media: Ink pen, acrylic paint pen This piece represents a medicine that has healed me tremendously throughout the past four years. I have used cannabis as a mean to open my pineal gland, calm my racing thoughts, mitigate my nightly nightmares, slow down my chaotic emotional responses, and give me an appetite when I am too depressed to eat. It allows me to perceive the big picture yet still focuses me in on the deeper details in a positively altering, new perception. It stimulants me unlike any other substance or person. Marijuana teaches me patience, kindness, intrapersonal & interpersonal connectedness. In this piece, I wanted to represent the balance that it brings me by inverting the two strains, indica and sativa- along with a perfect reflection of masculine and feminine divine energy. Surrounded by the sun, the moon, the stars the clouds- I show these symbolic and vital elements opposing one another to create a perfect “Mary Jane” duality. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548053163409-MNMFWSSDD3C54HGJ3WB5/marijuanamonarch+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Marijuana Monarch https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586477962593-47PJL7ZRGFQ4E1LDQWKE/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Sativa Stock Date: December 16, 2018 Media: Free Hand Ink Pen Size: 8in x 8in https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486372448527-WJO6KSZDKSMFAITTFTPM/darker+side+of+self+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Darker Side of Self" Title: Darker Side of Self Date: December 2014 Original Size: 9in x 11in Media: Ink pen, sharpie This piece has a deep emphasis on depression washing over my self identity. This piece was drawn during a very dark time in my life and this portrait portrays my perception of who I became during that period. I show themes of aesthetic chaos and harmony. My internal strife (black/white) bleeds through scalp into an array of colors. "The blood stain, from my past pain, will remain." https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1493069914814-KRLK1VIVFZZHMKKZS9SG/What+the+Festival+Poster+Watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - What The Festival 2017 Poster Title: What The Festival 2017 Poster Date: April 12th 2017 Original Size: 11in x 18in Media: Ink pen, acrylic paint pen, minor editor touch ups In this piece, I incorporated symbolic elements representing balance within the sun/moon, sky/roots and day/night. I represented nature symbols with pine trees, lotus flower, pine cones, sun rays, and stars with Mt. Adams on top and Mt. Hood reflecting on the bottom. I included fractals and pyramids with an all-encompassing third eye and sanpaku eyes watching over the scene. My emphasis was to portray synchronicity, interconnectedness, duality, and harmony. I like to perceive the eyes as a human vision, but if you look from afar you can see the facial structures of a wolf. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548054045494-7C94DVDFDJJI8T4AFN9S/page+16+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - My Lover https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486374144884-EPZYJAZL9I2D2VJ53T2V/death+to+chance+watermark.jpg Ink Drawings - "Death to Chance" Title: Death to Chance Date: December 2014 Original Size: 8in x 11in Media: Ink pen This is mainly directed toward eliminating the idea of us existing through chance. My main themes would be promoting fate and determinism. The symmetry represents internal/external battles of balance. I intertwined the elements of symmetry representing internal/external harmony, brick walls to represent the blockage that we cannot control or prevent, and the third eye (of Horus) at the top of death, watching over and internalizing visions. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1493070173514-2G9M3WF7OS32TGI8AYVV/sad+winter+morning+sunrise+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Sad Winter Sleeping Sunrise Title: Sad Winter Morning Sunrise Date: February 25th 2017 Original Size: 8in x 11in Media: Bold ink pen The symbol of the crying eye dripping into water represent the melting and melding of my current emotions. The sunrise and moon combination exemplifies the crisp nights I fell asleep to in bliss. It reminds me of the nostalgia from the cold mornings I used to wake up with the one I loved. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486357473907-H5UTUOPY9JHT1UOEBFD4/earth+eye+butterfly+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Earth Eyes Butterfly Title: Earth Eyes Butterfly Date: December 2016 Original Size: 8in x 5in Date: December 2016 Conceptual Meaning: Simply inspired by my eyes and the colors within them, which are the same as the colors of our globe. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548057095375-A8VG3GE59W1W1H8NSMXB/pineal+palm+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Pineal Palm https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548053586006-TY5ANIUUR5FZZP0PFF2N/page+13+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Taste My Tears https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1538187967236-ZZKROOP6M0TBM45SB4ZV/page+9+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Cells Inside, Love Creates Life https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586469886268-QA7FIYQK897M8ZR4PBXT/Monarch+Mind+Kontrol+Watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Monarch Mind Kontrol Media: Ink pen and acrylic paint pen Size: 8in x 8in Date: April 7th, 2020 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548053688805-21FGCPW8XKOMJJVD8IK2/page+14+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Disassociation Creation https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486374279787-5IMP8PP8XMURCOENL7XV/eyes+of+our+eyes+edited+with+watermark.jpg Ink Drawings - Eyes of Our I Title: Eyes of Our I Date: May 2015 Original Size: 8in x 8in Media: Ink pen, acrylic paint pen This is my representation of the importance of eyes, as they are the vital factors in our interpretation of our worlds. There are eyes interconnected through the center, starting the mandala-which expands outward into an eye flower. In our eyes I see the skies of visions that always haunt me. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1496829251074-K40PUK7LBDE45O75ALMB/Duncan%27s+Mandala+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Duncan's Mandala Title: Duncan's Mandala Date: December 2015 Original Size: 8in x 8in Media: Ink pen, acrylic paint pen This mandala was originally created for a poster I planned to give to my favorite individual of all time @duncantrussell, but I soon decided that the entirety of the poster was not what I envisioned. So I am working to recreate a new extravagant piece for the one who truly altered my perspective in a positively beautiful way by using his words through his podcast. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486374370803-ZJZUQDXMXKC48MG5MP7C/water+upon+my+back+bathrom+vision+with+water+mark.jpg Ink Drawings - "Waterflower Upon My Back" Title: Waterflower Upon My Back Date: April 2015 Original Size: 7in x 7in Media: Ink pen I incorporated symbols of triangles and flower petals. This was similarly inspired by my "To my Eye-rish Lover-Shower Vision" piece but with an altered twist. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486357576518-30DDT7UZ8WDI9WFTHQZ3/Beginning+to+Psychedelia+.jpg Ink Drawings - "Beginning of Awareness" Title: Beginning of Awareness Date: Ink pen and minor computer edits Original Size: 5.5in x 7.5in Date: July 2014 This mandala has different symbolic elements incorporated into it with an eye, yin and yang, marijuana leaves, suns, and Egyptian ankhs. This was the beginning to my understanding of the new world of psychedelics and simulators.   https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486373898024-GEKHMZ9MLGMYASKNWOHW/solarado+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Solarado Tattoo Designs" Title: Solarado Tattoo Designs Date: October 2014 Original Size: 8in x 11.5in Media: Ink pen These were done for a friend who requested "sun" in different variations. This was the beginning to learning the Microsoft paint-like online photo editing program called "ipiccy.com". Used this as a resource to fix minor issues. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486360234804-ZUVR1WDR0QI5BU9VBYX7/bone+paisley+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - Paisley Bone Font Title: Paisley Bone Font Date: October 2013 Original Size: 6cm x 10cm (each individual rectangle) Media: Ink pen This piece was inspired by the textile paisley design along with my own representation of "bones" in a separated line form. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486357625178-CYIBD9W4L8GGXEJOCUA8/bicycle+silhouette+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Bicycle Silhouette" Title: Bicycle Silhouette Date: September 2012 Original Size: 22in x 30in Media: 22in x 30in reated in my first ever art class. The professor set out random items and instructed us to create a silhouette. This piece lacks emotional attachment-this is purely for developmental purposes. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486356996613-08LHSY0MG50L8AVBK7SD/awakening+dream+designs+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Awakening Dream Design Logo" Title: Awakening Dream Designs Original Logo Date: April 2015 Original Size: 10in x 8.5in Media: Ink pen Conceptual Meaning: This brand was my initial idea of branding myself, but then I decided to just use my name. Within the triangle design reads "ADD SM". I have many ideas revolving around an "Awakening Dream Oasis" sanctuary that I am going to create- but more about those ideas are explained on under the BIOGRAPHY tab on my website under MISSION STATEMENT. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586476952450-4LO87QQ8AOD73UBPV9AO/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Being Eyed in an Exotic Environment This piece is actually upside down but I like it better visually this way. I accidentally spilled tea on it but it actually kinda looks dope. Media: .5 blue ink pen Date: November 18, 2019 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486374537946-0OIC5P82AJ2M4OYKQ0V5/wwu+swim+logo+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - WWU Swim Logo Title: WWU Swim Logo Date: December 2015 Original Size: 8in x 8in Media: Ink pen This was a design I made for my swim team to put on our shirts/merchandise to wear. Unfortunately, Western said they cannot use the logo officially that is skewed in anyway (even though I drew this by hand and didn't graphically edit their logo in it). I intertwined the symbol of my school (mountains and water), waves for the water we swim in, and viking helmets to represent our university mascot. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1513498741078-UG3GQ59I3B1S4UMIIYKX/summer+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "For Summer" Title: For Summer Date: September 2014 Original Size: 6in x 10in Media: Ink pen I incorporate symbols of symmetry, balance, duality in the third eye of horus, lotus flowers, Egyptian ankh, mushrooms, sun & moon, yin & yang. Designed for a friend named Summer where she asked me simply to draw her an elongated tattoo. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1486372950982-HUSSNSJVV7AD22AXU0NP/read+the+words+in+the+stars+watermarked.jpg Ink Drawings - "Read the Words in the Stars" Title: Read the Words in the Stars Date: May 2012 Original Size: 6in x 11in Media: Ink pen This piece was first abstract piece that I had done as a sophomore in high school. This piece (nor are any of my pieces) are not inspired or created through the enhancement of drugs. This type of psychoactive art was the beginning to my own individualistic monochromic style of work. If you look deeply in this piece, what does it read? (Hint: Starts with a B, which is the theme in mostly all of the work I've done past this) Drawn on the back of a notebook flap, I drew this piece with ink Faber Castell pens. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1586469460730-XZ65F7M19C6TGVTPG71N/image-asset.jpeg Ink Drawings - Monarch Mind Kontrol Media: Ink pen and acrylic paint pen Size: 8in x 8in Date: April 7th, 2020 http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/paintings daily 0.75 2024-07-27 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1622519898334-7RMZZZAGI0D6NR3K57X9/IMG_7983.JPG Paintings https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1622519646731-VXI0URZ0MQFCG7QN1EHX/image-asset.jpeg Paintings - Title: Lost in Love- Rooster Rock Edition Date: October 2nd 2020. Medium: Ink pen, markers https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1622519898334-7RMZZZAGI0D6NR3K57X9/IMG_7983.JPG Paintings - Infrared of My Chest Date: March 14, 2021 Size: 9in x 12in Media: Acrylic Paint Pen https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1622521364155-2RBEWASIX1UAEP0JXZ5U/image-asset.jpeg Paintings - Tantric Smoked Beginnings Media: Acrylic paint, acrylic paint pen Date: April 22nd 2020 Size: 11in x 14in The symbolic elements represented in this artwork first, are cannabis- the medicine my ex and I enjoyed together in the “beginning” parts of our relationship. Initially, we enjoyed a lot of tantric sex together, showing the penis going into the vagina. The lotus (Earth) of eyes and vaginas are a visualization of the growth, awareness and sensuality I’ve developed in myself over the years. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1622521120825-IZK7FAVPT8E8BDHKB5IE/image-asset.jpeg Paintings - Dubstep Crow Medium: Ink pen, acrylic paint, acrylic paint pen Date: July 3rd 2020 Based on the sound waves of dubstep music :) I cut out my ink pen drawing of the crow and pasted it onto this canvas, and used paint pen around it for the details. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587268408290-Q81QD0NEXWMN50YBO728/image-asset.jpeg Paintings - Breast Portrait Series (Self, Blue) Date: February 2017 Size: 12in x 12in Media: Acrylic Paint https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587269331936-WARBN4ZK914XZVN9U6R3/image-asset.jpeg Paintings - Breast Portrait Series (Friend, Green) Date: February 2017 Size: 12in x 12in Media: Acrylic Paint https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1587348013969-G5UFGABUWR4ZDC7DHAZZ/image-asset.jpeg Paintings - Salish Inspired Date: 2016? Media: Acrylic Paint Size: 11in x 14in Painted for my PNW Coastal Salish art class at WWU in 2016. It didn’t pass because it was too psychedelic, so I had to redo it according to the criteria and their accurate symbolic key. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1548056337226-LDQFXUR9S9UNFLYOJW8Z/venus+of+sabrino+watermarked.jpg Paintings - Venus of Sabrino Based off of Titian’s Venus of Urbino Acrylic Paint Approx. 6ft x 3.5ft http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/contact daily 0.75 2018-09-29 http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/new-page-1-1 daily 0.75 2017-02-01 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485933910795-SMQLTI842EB10K5EW1QS/image-asset.jpeg Artwork Formal/Technical Process: This piece was taken from a request from a girl watching me draw in class who wanted ideas for tattoos. She asked me to include a diamond-shape and PNW trees. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485935040272-WEJR8DX5FH5PRNWOTE2X/paisleybonefont.jpg Artwork Formal/Technical Process: This piece was inspired by the textile paisley design along with my own representation of "bones" in a separated line form. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485927888438-T61TDJXLUW7ZL79KLZ6X/nakedonthepinefloor.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: Listen to Julia Stone's beautiful song, "Maybe." I saw this drawing in a vision I had while listening to this song, which tells a horrific story of a girl being taken advantage of on a pine floor. Inspired by modern day rape culture. Formal/Technical Process: Drawn originally with ink pen and colored pens. I used minor computer editing (an online photo editor similar to MS Paint) to alter it. My outcome was similar to work of Banksy. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485929338257-CFEG73AB83W5LWBMURCJ/goddesspower.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This piece shows a story of a strong and dominant woman unlocking power through the hierarchical pyramids. I feel as if many individuals are unconsciously following this "road" to bliss, working our way up the pyramid in our jobs. We seem so confined in this metaphorical pyramid, but need to use our third eyes and see past that inhibiting path carved out for us to waste our lives being work-to-survive slaves. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485929070338-QVP0C1PCRCYAE0MMKD9W/waterfloweruponmyback.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: I incorporated symbols of triangles and flower petals. This was similar to the design below but with an altered twist. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485936068141-E8DGWKN2EQ2Y0IMVEHT5/saveoursouls.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: Based on the Hamsa hand. I use SOS at the top shouting "Save our Souls!" with the pyramid underneath. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485933233569-ARCEKYYLWF362IV3MUBU/awakeningdreamdesignlogo.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This brand was my initial idea of branding myself, but then I decided to just use my name. I have many ideas revolving around an "Awakening Dream Oasis" sanctuary that I am going to create- but more about those ideas will be on my blog. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485925803497-JBCUZWG2EA6VBQGD47PF/consumerchaos.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This piece has an emphasis on external societal inhibitions that surround me which corrupt my internal sense of self. These thoughts inside my brain represent those reoccurring uncontrollable thoughts that are either self-inflicted or societally. Formal/Technical Process: This was done by using clippings from knitting magazines all glued together on poster paper. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485935795079-ZAG48T1MM0LK4BL8XX5N/image-asset.jpeg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This piece I had done as a very young girl in the midst of a lot of family struggles. I remember masking myself in this self portrait with a red drape of negative words, including the seven deadly sins- that I felt was corrupting my brain and was a note of what I saw around me societally. This low quality scan (the original was lost) reads: "Control, pride, greed, envy, evil, lust, power, sloth, selfish, chaos, worthless, money, inequality, religion. It was the start of my path to self-awareness and self-depreciation. I also wanted to emphasize the right vs. left brain- showing creativity, chaos and colors as opposed to my black/white technical side which is not as strong or developed as my artistic side. Formal/Technical Process: The black and white part was drawn with ink pen. The colors were all done with a very small paintbrush and watercolors. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485935102887-BBZXP53NRHGEKUXGZ2JY/separatedfractal.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: In this piece, I was inspired by what my parents once were. Their separation tore me apart, but more significantly, the external factors of the universe tore 30 years of marriage apart. With much time of acceptance and healing, I've realized it may be better this way. The family pain of my past is no longer raw, but only a scar of a memory now. Formal/Technical Process: Completed in ink pen, I created this piece over several hours of intricate detailing. This piece was the first vision of people, balance and synchronicity themes seen in my later works. The middle spiral represents the external factors & limitations of the universe which diminished their relationship. I tried to portray elements of feminine/masculine energy within these silhouettes of my parents. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485935670390-SWHCKFEBJYVX40WE4DBQ/readthewordsinthestars.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This piece was first abstract piece that I had done as a sophomore in high school. This piece (nor are any of my pieces) is NOT INSPIRED BY DRUGS, but this type of art was the beginning to my own individualistic monochromic work. If you look deeply in this piece, what does it read? (Hint: Starts with a B, which is the theme in ALL of the work I've done past this) Formal/Technical Process: Drawn on the back of a notebook flap, I drew this piece with ink Faber Castell pens. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485932888201-0V3UXU3AL3IXKRCVNGL2/eyesofouri.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This is my representation of the importance of eyes, as they are vital factors of our interpretation of our worlds. There are eyes interconnected in the center, starting the mandala-which expands into an eye flower. "In our eyes I see the skies of visions that always haunt me." https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485927632365-HK7NC5HF7IK4OA1B3U7G/beginningofawareness.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: A mandala with different elements incorporated into it starting with an eye, yin & yang, eyes, marijuana leaves, eyes and Egyptian ankhs. This was the beginning to my understanding of the new world of psychedelics and simulators. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485934222237-QE1272YLATR9HRKBGGBS/solaradotatoodesigns.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: These were done for a friend who requested "sun" in different variations. Formal/Technical Process: This was the beginning to learning the Microsoft paint-like online photo editing program called "ipiccy.com". Used this as a resource to fix minor issues. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485927131219-X5ZXWXBB5JQ3NVO40D7N/skininversion.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: These pieces were based on the concept of suffering by pulling on eyes in self agony and stress. The details of fingerprints/microscopic look of pores on our skin are the circle fractal designs in the corners. This is an evaluation of bodily outer laters and the delicate intricacy of fingerprints to portray individuality. Formal/Technical Process: I used graphite pencil to sketch the contour lines of my intended designs, and used ink stamp pad with my finger to create the eyes. I used ink pen around and on the eyes and fingerprint lines around the lids. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485923643370-72CY3FVZTIE4HU7N2GJ7/delusionalselfpart1.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: Based on the factors that deeply impacted me during a long period of grief. The words in my mind describe the last 5 years of my life. A lot of the pain was a result of the loss of an important lover. This black and white version represents my delusional sense of self. I plan on creation a part 2 (Illusional Self) that will consist of a similar portrait with colors and positive words and what I have learned after these awakenings during my path of healing (In this simulation we call life). Formal/Technical Process: I used graphite pencil on the skin areas. I used ink pen for the words corrupting my brain. An attempt at a self portrait, which I find are incredibly hard to get correctly. I percieve myself so much differently in the mirror than I do when looking at pictures of myself for reference. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485934826738-BNIQ5K9UDJ98D6ZSGBKW/eartheyesbutterfly.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: Simply inspired by my eyes and the colors within them. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485934932219-XWDFO7TA1BCTFNE7IUW3/novusordusseclorum%2Cjpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: With themes of eyes and triangles emerging, this is a prominent piece displaying my interest in these symbols. Formal/Technical Process: Carved into a linoleum print- this piece was lathered with multiple primary colors and hand-printed onto inidivual papers. The outcome is this tie-dye splotch design. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485934343560-Q9HEGLQPNIIE4DQKRR2R/forsummer.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: Designed for a friend named Summer where she asked me simply to draw her a tattoo so my hands created this piece. Formal/Technical Process: Symbols of symmetry, balance, duality in the third eye of horus, lotus flowers, Egyptian ankh, mushrooms, sun & moon, yin & yang. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485934532959-9Y6N1PELH85SOU6I21K8/dabkersideofself.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This piece has a deep emphasis on depression washing over my self identity. This piece was drawn during a very dark time in my life, and this was my perception of who I became during that period. I show themes of aesthetic chaos and harmony. My internal strife (black/white) bleeds through scalp into an array of colors "The blood stain, from my past pain, will remain." https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485933543730-QJHBTX3075OA2SRFTRCK/deathtochance.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This is mainly directed toward eliminating the idea of us existing through chance. My main themes would be promoting fate and determinism. Formal/Technical Process: The symmetry represents internal/external battles of balance. I intertwined the elements of symmetry representing internal/external harmony, brick walls to represent the blockage that we cannot control or prevent, and the third eye (of Horus) at the top of death, watching over and internalizing visions. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485928364751-NHLFHW3SLS0SK364EYGO/wwuswimlogo.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This was a design I made for my swim team to put on our shirts/merchandise to wear. Unfortunately, Western said they cannot use the logo officially that is skewed in anyway (even though I drew this by hand and didn't graphically edit their logo in it) Formal/Technical Process: I intertwined the symbol of my school (mountains and water), waves for the water we swim in, and viking helmets to represent our university mascot. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485928533609-VDJ0C6HFVM1YSR8X0WTJ/tomyeyerishloveshowervision Artwork Conceptual Meaning: This was inspired by an ex lovers favorite cultures' symbols which I shared the same celtic love. Coming from an Irish and Scottish background, I feel as if celtic knots are an important symbol incorporated into my work. The triangle within the square within the octagon around was seen in the shower when thinking of the past. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485922947882-7WL2RYIXW5M1ELZM4KAM/loverstostrangers.jpg Artwork Conceptual Meaning: 4 years ago on this day, I gave my heart to the first and only individual I have ever experienced romantic love with. We spent two years every day of our high school lives with one another. In those times, we were in the beginning phase of self exploration. We began to understand ourselves, deeply analyze our minds, decide what our wants and needs were, all while trying to decipher the mystery of our world around us. But in the midst of all this, we had failed to grow with each other and the universe forced us to take our own separate paths. I have thought about this person everyday for two years. It pains me to say that I can only see your face in my dreams, and almost every night it has pleasantly haunted me. I do miss your memory. I wish I could say I knew about who you are now. I wish I could have been as strong, positive, vibrant and self aware as I am now, but I truly couldn't have known without being on my own. I don't know who you have grown into or what you have learned or what memories you have had in the time being...I just know that your nostalgia aches me, and I don't think your energy will ever escape my soul. I hope for you to thrive in your dreams, love and balance yourself, laugh and smile brightly, create your fantasy, experience the wonders of people and your creative mind, grow with yourself and live a beautifully connected and happily fulfilled life. Formal/Technical Process: Took 26 hours to sketch and draw over with ink pen. Based on the past destructive relationship between my first love and I. I incorporated elements of balance & third eye connection. The feeling is harmonious yet chaotic. I represent symbols of eyes, flowers, triangles, fractals, warped designs. The third eye is a representation of visions seen by both lovers. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1485935429032-ZGA511TCNC1ROKW34U72/bicyclesilhouette.jpg Artwork Formal/Technical process: Created in my first ever art class. The professor set out random items and instructed us to create a silhouette. This piece lacks emotional attachment-this is purely for developmental purposes. http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/biography daily 0.75 2020-04-20 http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/artiststatement daily 0.75 2017-03-08 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1488975133801-U9S9XHA78GEAA9PQ7JBG/image-asset.jpeg Artist Statement http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/missionstatement daily 0.75 2020-04-20 https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/570c990a859fd01b8fabaf58/1488975177088-PI7U31THWW436S4VUNHC/image-asset.jpeg Mission Statement http://www.sabrinamacvicar.com/vocal-covers daily 0.75 2018-05-20